what do i need to do to make change? i need to do. i need to not be concerned with what others think of the changes i'm making in my life. i need to not think and re-think the reasons i'm making changes. i have changes that need to be made, and they don't need to be gone over and over.
what changes do i want to make?
- i want to start praying regularly, praying liturgically regularly. i want to get up in the morning, and spend at least a quarter hour praying. i want to do the same thing at night, before bed. i want to utilize scent, sight, sound, and touch in worship.
- i want to be able to enjoy the time i spend with the boys without being distracted by the call of the computer.
- i want to read the books i have but have not yet read. so many... i want to focus my reading.
- i want to enjoy the wines i have in the cellar with friends, and take it slowly... i want to try more wines, from all over the world, but focussing on the local wines around lake thun. i want to get connected with local wine people.
- i want to smoke my pipes. i want to buy more pipes. i want to try many varieties of tobaccos. i want to hang out in the smoking room in my local pipe shop.
- i want to cut down on all the baggage in my head. i want to lose the voice that says i shouldn't do things because people are watching and judging me. i want to be free.
let's start now.
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2 comments:
Hey Heath,
All of this sounds like a good plan! And a good way of staying focussed and enjoying the things you enjoy anyway even more. Quite inspiring (I'll see if I can get you a dutch wine somethime... Or maybe we can have a drink together, I haven't tried one yet either)
hey chris :) would love a bottle of dutch wine!! deb and i enjoyed a lovely bottle of local swiss riesling x sylvaner last night...
incidentally, ordered 'practicing resurrection' the other day, and it should get here in a couple of days. i hope my skepticism doesn't get in the way of useful reading :)...
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